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(¯`•You Had My Heart Then & Even Now•´¯)

(¯`•Kiss Me & Never Let Me Go My Beloved•´¯)

.:Broken Up Inside:.

You were once my one companion . . .

you were all that mattered . . .

You were once a friend and father - then my world was shattered . . .

Wishing you were somehow here again . . .

wishing you were somehow near . . .

Sometimes it seemed
if I just dreamed,

somehow you would
be here . . .

Wishing I could hear your voice again . . .

knowing that I
never would . . .

Dreaming of you
won't help me to do
all that you dreamed
I could . . .

Passing bells
and sculpted angels,
cold and monumental,
seem, for you,
the right companions -
you were cold and harsh . . .

Too many years
fighting back tears . . .

Why can't the past
just die . . .?

Wishing you were
somehow here again . . .

knowing we must
say goodbye . . .

Try to forgive . . .

teach me to live . . .

give me the strength
to try . . .

No more memories,

no more silent tears . . .

No more gazing across the wasted years . . .

Help me say goodbye.

If your asking if I need you the answer is forever
If your asking if I’ll leave you the answer is never
If your asking what I value the answer is you
If your asking if I love you the answer is I do
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What would you say if I asked you not to go,
To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me?
Would you take my hand and never let me go?
Promise me you'll never let go.

Love who you are first...
then find someone who needs part of you
and you need a part of them
to become who you both need to be.


Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments
that take our breath away.

and baby you take my breath away at every thought of you :-* i love you.. mi vida!

how long are the days that have no promise
how short is the moment filled with hope
how far must the journey be to feel alive
and how near is the day filled with answers
how long, short, far, near is a true existance?


To live is to breath
To feel,
To love,
To be loved,
And to make an impression of ones self onto the world. .

The most notable kind of beauty is that which does not carry us away suddenly, whose attacks are not violent or intoxicating, but rather the kind of beauty which
infiltrates slowly, which we carry along with us almost unnoticed, and meet
up with again in dreams

The dark is generous, and it is patient, and it always wins-but in the heart of its strength lies weakness: one lone candle is enough to hold it back.
Love is more than a candle.
Love can ignite the stars.

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